October 6, 2021
New moon.
I am tired today. One more day of class. I can make it…
We did an exercise in ethics class on intention where we quietly sat with a partner and the questions were asked of each other internally:
“How can I help you?”
Mmm….warm comforting healing giving nourishment.
“How can I fix you?”
Makes me feel sick in my guts. I am not broken!
“Show me as you truly are.” and my partner said to me:
“I saw you with sparkles—balls of light dancing all around you. Then I saw you lying on the grass with your arms out at your sides—and I realized that you were making the sparkles—they were coming from inside of you. You were laughing; playing with lights.”
Then she told me I bring joy to class. So why am I tearing up writing this?
Because he couldn’t see me as I truly am? Because he wanted to fix me?
And I him?
“Show me as you truly are.”
Even if you are feeling grumpy today…show me. Know that I won’t try and fix you. And unless you tell me, I can’t help you. I can however, be with you as I truly am…playing and laughing with the sparkling balls of light inside of me.
Something to think about.
“How can I help you? How can I fix you? Show me as you truly are.”
With love and gratitude,
Nina 💓
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