Building Trust…

August 10, 2021












Freedom. Freedom.

Respect. Respect. Respect.

Curiosity. Curiosity. Curiosity.

Risk. Repair. Risk. Repair. Risk.

Friendship. Friendship. Friendship.

Forgiveness. Forgiveness. Forgiveness.

Humor. Humor. Humor. Humor. Humor.

Patience. Humility. Kindness. Compassion.*

Lust. Lust. Lust. Lust. Lust. Lust. Lust. Lust.

Attraction. Attraction. Attraction. Attraction.

Desire. Desire. Desire. Desire. Desire. Desire…

Openness. Honesty. Openness. Honesty. Openness.

Faithfulness. Faithfulness. Faithfulness. Faithfulness.

Trust in God. Trust in God. Trust in God. Trust in God.

Please feel free to add to the list in the comments!

*thanks Charlotte 🌷

©️2021 NZain

…there, on the journey home…

Continued from Being Erotic.

August 3, 2021

…there, on the journey home, alone by the roadside did I meet, dust mixing with tears in his stone blind eyes—a fellow traveler.

With my own dusty and tear stained hands did I reach out offering companionship and hope.

But he, looking up with vision blurred, turned away and quietly spoke to no one in particular,

“Let me stay here and rest awhile longer with my sorrow and despair. One day, may our paths cross again.”

And there, just behind the man did I see, an angel with jadeite eyes and outstretched wings–bidding me leave.

Smiling respectfully; I understood.

The message was clear.

There is only one Savior.


Being Erotic.

July 31, 2021

Being Erotic.

This life-force within each and every one of us wants to come out and play; to be seen by the Beloved and cherished. Come out and play with me! Do I overwhelm you? I see.

You too are hurting from the inside out.

Within the heart, the Kingdom of Heaven is at war besieged by an enemy intent on destroying our self-worth. Why do we let others condemn us? Why do we allow the enemy power to take our life-force when it is a gift freely given to us from God?

I would gladly offer you my life, if only, you would accept with open arms this force too great to contain within myself alone. Hold me in your heart and in your mind’s imagination until we both are saturated and infused with love…and every broken crack sealed with a kiss is made strong and beautiful and whole again.

Would you then care for these precious vessels?

Would you honor your body as if my life depended upon us to survive? Would you respect where I begin and end; another soul’s journey on the path home—back to the kingdom of God.

Will you share your fears, struggles and dreams with one who is also afraid? Sometimes I too struggle with my dreams. Sometimes, I fall onto my knees. Will you walk away leaving me behind, or will you offer me your calloused hands and help me to rise once again?

Will you come out and play with me?


“The Ease of a Beautiful Woman”

July 24, 2021

Inspired by a conversation with a dear friend who, having traveled a similar path, understands. I am grateful to you and your kind words of hope and encouragement.

“The ease of a beautiful woman”

No longer searches outside herself; reflected

in dusty mirrors. She

knows inner contentment shows

in her smile–eyes softly gazing at


With love and gratitude,

NZain 😊