Surrender

The Redintegration of Her Soul.

May 4, 2019

“Yeah though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death; I will fear not evil, for Thou art with me…”. Psalm 23:4

She standing resolute

With the grace of one who knows:

“I am not alone”

Looked Fear

in his wayward eye-

and smiled…

that-all-knowing-smile.

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Walked they together through the streets of that City where the people had all but forgotten their names…

The

Angry-mob

Hoping

For

A

Public

Execution; with

Sneers and Jeers

Where their eyes should have been-they

turned out

in relatively large numbers—with

a show of contempt—and

out-right

outrage.

“Fool INDEED!” they jabbed. “Send her to the gallows!”

They induced

Within themselves

A rage that climaxed

Into

An

APOCRINE DELIRIUM

—there was no hope left in them only sorrows

She however, engaged with her own thoughts, heard

nothing but the steady rhythm of her own heartbeat…

Thinking only of the future

She

Had

No

More

Resistance to the past.

But

She

Walking

As

If

One-in-a-trance; failed

To see

When a foot was placed

So as to cause

Her

Downfall.

And there, she laying facedown; amongst

The sniggers

And cachinnations-felt the pull of a tiny hand upon her sleeve “its, ok Lady..it’s ok…”

The angry-mob

Unsuspecting

That

The courage

Of

An innocent-child—

Unrelenting

Would

Dare

Oppose

Their

Bathetic

Rhetoric-

Simply. Stepped. Back.

And

She

Regaining

Her

Composure

…with the help of this ‘little one’…quietly entered into the Leader’s chamber.

The End

For Steve. I promised you a happy ending.

🙏🏻 NZain Robotewske 🧚‍♀️

Author: NZain

Survivor in training.

39 thoughts on “Surrender”

    1. Thank you coming along with me on the journey. As always I appreciate your thoughts and insights—and your friendship. ❤️😊Your welcoming presence is a blessing.🙏🏻
      And now….what to write about? Happy beginnings….🧚‍♀️

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      1. My pleasure always dear and I’m sure you will find many great topics to write about and I’m looking forward to your new stories ❤️😊 The inspiration will visit you more often 👌

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    1. Thank you, Rachel. I’m glad you like it-you having a gift for creating images that sing to my soul! It is an honor to be in good company, my friend.
      Apocrine delirium. Dictionaries are fun! 🧚‍♀️

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      1. That is sweet. Totally divine choice. Then, when Redintegrate came up-and I read the meaning-to make whole again, restore to a perfect state-I was like “ok, no more doubts” 😊. I surrender.
        And today we learned exsanguinate—which I can’t get enough of now! I do love poetry.

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  1. I love this babe, nice ending💗😊. We are a measure of our actions. If we stay true to our heart, listen to our heart beat, shut it the external noise and distractions… we can find our own truth, and when we walk in our own truth hopefully we can inspire others to do the same.

    I like to think of this universe as a song, when we all follow our hearts, we create this beautiful symphony. But how can we fulfil our role if we don’t follow our truth, but instead play to the beat of the drum of fear, silencing our own unique and beautiful melody.

    I think yin energy is about looking within, it has been repressed by society like women, but I think if we follow our intuition and trust in the process society will benefit. Yin and yang neeed to be balanced for harmony in this world. I’m glad the princess stepped into her power!

    What a lovely story 💗😊

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    1. Aww thanks for this, my dear Mia!💗😊 Beautifully stated. Yes, follow your heart—but stay present too. Don’t be in a trancelike state. Watch out for obstacles! And even then, be gentle with yourself-when you do fall. We stumble, we fall, we get up again. Repeat. But each time we learn-learn being key here, otherwise we just continue to make the same old mistakes-we gain confidence in our abilities.

      I like the image of each one playing their unique instrument in the symphony—the warm-up, before the conductor comes out-and then silence. And then ALL together. And then, solo pieces. I do love going to the symphony and hearing live music! Ahhh…getting goosebumps! 🥰

      Yes, yin energy seems more within, feminine qualities—yang more external masculine. Balance of both. Awesome! Yes, the princess has had quite a journey so far…but she’s not out of the woods yet…🙃

      Thank you again, Mia for adding so much to the story! I so enjoy the exchange of ideas with you! 🧚‍♀️🙏🏻💕

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  2. Perfect ending N.Z.! Yes, indeed, we may fall down, but we learn, get up and keep on going, never give up or quit. You have a wonderful way of writing, a great gift, keep it up, I’m looking forward to more as you are able! Nice of you to mention me too. This is another post that didn’t show up, I have been waiting for it, from now on I will just keep checking!

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  3. Hey lovely,

    Sorry this is a bit of a random ranting, verbal splatter gun of ideas, but hope you enjoy. 😜💜❤️🧡💛💚💙

    Yea I agree! I feel like I’ve learned so much from the hardships in my life. I believe we often keep repeating our mistakes until we learn from them. So when we encounter obstacles we have this opportunity to learn to overcome them, or they will keep tormenting us. I’m actually battling one repeated toxic pattern, and I think I’ve finally overcome it😁😁 . Something can only hurt us, if we let it. But it’s so hard to control the mind, and for me in this instance to let go of the need to control, and trust in the universe.

    I read that we can make heaven or hell in our own minds🧠. The “temple” on our head is literally a temple. “Temp” place of worship “el” ancient name of god. So our mind can be a place of refuge and joy. Or an inescapable Hell. Think wealthy people surrounded by luxury who kill themselves.

    Indeed, We can’t control the world around us, but we can control how we react, what we let occupy the precious real estate in our mind, and what we let consume our emotions. 🤔

    I always say to my friends don’t give your precious mental real estate to people who have wronged you, they don’t deserve space in your mind, more than essential. I rather focus on happy thoughts :). Everything has so many ways of looking at it, when it rains we can choose to be happy or sad. To see it as good or bad. Of course we have to feel emotions and release it, but we don’t need to magnify and amplify negative emotions by fixating on them, we can just let them go. Like if someone is rude to us. We can feel annoyed, but then let it go, instead of fixating on it.

    I find that the less expectations and attachments I have, the more present I am in the moment and the more grateful I feel. 😁

    Bruce li said something along the lines of – don’t wish for an easy life, wish for the strength to enjoy a hard life. Many people who have easy lives are ungrateful, and unhappy. Often people who’ve been through the worst and survived are able to experience life with gratitude and have perspective on situations :).

    💗re the princess 👑

    It will be interesting to see where the Princess goes🤔. It seems like she is learning a lot from being in the woods, so to speak, so honestly, there is so rush to get out. To learn more about who we are, even though it may entail hardship, is one of the greatest gifts. I think we are only really ever “out of the woods”, when we no longer view struggle as suffering, and instead enjoy the ups and downs of life.

    Then I guess we see life as an adventure, and not something to fear. Then I guess we no longer view the woods as something we need to leave, but something we can call home, and make our own. Kind of like an enchanted garden or wonderland. 🍀🏡

    Sorry for my ranting! Love you! Thanks for the support re my book hun 📖💗🌎😊😁

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